I failed

I’ve given in and had a smoke. I was doing well, but the stress of some things that are going on have got to me and out came the emergency baccy supply. I feel bad about it as I feel like I’ve let people down that believed in me and believed that I can kick the habit. I was doing so well, and now I’m just a failure. I’m back to square one again now, which sucks, but I don’t know whether or not I should keep trying and get back on the wagon again, or whether I should just say ‘Oh Stuff It!’ and keep smoking.

Tags: annoyed, failure, stopping smoking, stupid