23 hours and counting
Well it’s just gone 5am which means that it is 23 hours since I last had a smoke. I hadn’t realized just how hard quitting would be! I’m doing my best not to cave in but it is really hard. It doesn’t help that I am trying to not use the lozenges either but they are expensive so they have to last the whole week. After all they cost nearly as much as cigs themselves so if I use them too quick then it actually defeats the object of trying to save money!
It’s funny though - I feel really restless. Have had to go out for a walk just to try and settle myself again. It’s nice walking when it’s dark the roads are dead quiet and all the birds are singing. It makes me feel really peaceful. Hopefully I’ll settle again and be able to carry on with my work because after all if I don’t work then I don’t get paid!
I’m not gonna cave in. Especially not so close to being a full 24 hours gone and so getting closer already to that first week being over. I could really do with some encouragement though so any comments would be really appreciated.
